POP!
haha! congrats to all graduating UG people! the parade was good! haha! and the dinner was great! had lots of fun with the people at the table. screamed like crazy and laughed so much! and darren, we all know what will make you laugh uncontrollably :D
then waited for ug ppl to finish their stuff then go night walk around the first floor of the sch. haha! end up not scary cause not dark enough. but we were freaked out by ms lem's computer in her homeroom. nvr switch off then got the blue log on screen on the display. then got this eerie blue lighting. haha!
then went back. haha! very fun day! but my voice kinda gone.
and ms eugenia lim has withdrawal symptoms after not being able to grab a pack of chips from ahava cause out of stock! haha!
and i'm happy that mdm lee bothered to apologise to our class for the question set in a survey given to us.
the question was,"
do you feel demotivated in the tail-end express class?"
the damage's done but at least the apology is accepted.
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
movie!
today was fun :D
haha! went to watch movie with chang hui, ka ming, clara and si jia. wanted to watch knowing. but mr toh very nicely decided to extend the remedial from 3.30pm to 3.50pm so missed the movie. then the next earliest was 6.40pm. so we decided to watch "The International".
well, kinda boring lah. the shootout was the only intense part about the movie. the ending wasn't very complete. so might have a part 2 i suppose. then went for dinner at MOS with clara and alwyn.
but the school day was kinda boring. f&n had test. and was quite okay lah. then had ss. physics test was after recess. haha! and for once i got back my paper so fast. right after i finish, ms lem took it and mark, then return to me on the spot. got 20/25. not bad, considering i lost 3 marks from careless mistakes like wrong units. D:
then had chinese and english. super boring. had chem remedial today. then the reason why giang hwee says i'm tws dog cause he used me as an example to show how to clip the test-tube when heating. and it's because he's beside me so he used me as an example! giang hwee must have said that cause she was caught doing it the wrong way. haha! see lah, don't look at demostration. haha!
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ouch.
somehow that same feeling isn't back. somehow the gap has shrunk and widened once again.
i'll be waiting. waiting for that day to return. return to how we were before.
and now my shoulder hurts. think i didn't sleep properly. woke up and realised my shoulder aches. D:
shall find a way to stop the ache and hopefully it won't rain cause i got training later. and i don't want it to be cancelled again, 'cos it has been that way for the past month.
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joy.
haha! it's such a great feeling to be the emcee :D. haha! it's so much fun!(unless you got a super long script.)
and seriously, poa is getting so interesting. haha! how can 5 people get 5 different figures which balances?! haha! we all balanced our accounts for the poa timed practice but everyone's figure is different from one another. haha! that's amusing man!
and went to play basketball again. haha! been playing basketball kinda often this week. mainly cause it's easier to find a basketball. haha!
then homed. got home and just relaxed. let the week's stress be gone. haha! gonna spend tonight to make up for my lost sleep. haha!
got a game tomorrow at 3pm at woodlands ring sec. haha! gonna get enuff rest. :D
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
relief.
i'm glad you're fine. it's been worrying me. so take care okay. no matter what happens, i'll always be here. feel free to approach me. :D
worries are always present, and it's just that way you handle it that makes it different to all
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horrid.
another horrible day. somehow each day just gets worse. i'm so tired of it.
and i shall let things be how it is. hopefully, things will change for the better.
it's what that has been surfacing in my mind daily. and it's bothering me. but i'll let loose my grip and hope for the better.
got lots of work to do now. argh! and mrs lai was super funny during IFD rehearsal. haha! so that's about it. gonna get back to work.
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sorry.i'm very sorry for what i've done. i really can't take this anymore. that coldness that i'm receiving from you is too much for me. you know how significant you are to me, but you chose to do this.
i'm not blaming you, after all it was me who caused all these. i understand if you choose to remain this way, but i sincerely wish that things can return to it was before. i'm really sorry.
and this hurts. really hurts.
why is the absence of one in your heart felt so strongly only when the person's no longer with you.
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MACHEDA, MACHEDA, MACHEDA!
THE NEW HERO FOR MANCHESTER UNITED!what another crucial goal the 17 year old italian striker has popped up with.
his second touch of the game after being brought on for
only 46 seconds!
it sorts of put the saying, "lightning never strikes twice" to bed.
because
FEDERICO MACHEDA has scored the winner once again.
two goals in two
substitute appearances lasting around 20 minutes each time
such a wonder. such a prized asset to manchester united.
he will make united's season.
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love while you can, before it's too late for regrets.man. i haven't been myself for days. finally i'm starting to return to normal.
yesterday was traumatic. seriously needed someone to talk to. and thankfully char was there :D
THANKS CHARIENE!feel so different today. but still a little sadden with stuff. but after all, i agree with this statement.
no one is flawless.how true.
and i shall not let a series of setbacks in life bring me down. i will persevere and grow stronger.
and here's wishing gloria a speedy recovery from her fever! get well soon! :D
and i have no training tomorrow! D: cause they say because of the heavy downpour daily, the field is too wet and not suitable for training. great. another week without training.
hold on girl, it won't be for long.
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disastrous.
i don't know why. today is just a day that i want to forget.
i lost my cool a few times, pissed a few people off, got myself really depressed, and practically stayed in my room for the whole day.
it's just like today is one of those days where i want to spend time alone and with people i can talk to. but somehow it's not happening.
it should be an early night for me. i don't know how and don't want to face this awful day a second more.
i'm just apologetic for all those i lost my temper or pissed off today. it really wasn't intentional.
maybe. maybe i would find a way to change the way the night is. it's disastrous. it's kinda suicidal as well. oh well, i'll take a step at a time.
hoping for a better tomorrow. (please!)
you're the one i need most. i got you, but ended up letting you go.i
hate myself.
hate myself for all the
wrong i done.
hate myself for all the right i
didn't do.
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life.
it's just unfair at times. things don't go the way you want it to. but you have to learn to accept it. after all, that's life.
so sis, accept it okay?
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unwell.
had fever and headache for the past two days. recovered this morning. but was still very tired in school.
i'm so glad that it's a long weekend this week. gonna take full use of it to rest and recover fully.
and seriously, i wish that microphones are installed outside staff room doors and be broadcasted over the whole staff room so i don't have to look like an idiot knocking on the glass doors. it's super annoying.
the teacher sees me. looks at me. looks back down. i knock again. he looks at me again. he looks back down again. and moves out of my sight!
i don't believe this. what is wrong with some teachers. can't they just react when they see students knocking on the glass doors for minutes?!
i'm super exhausted now. and not feeling too well. think i'll stop here and go to bed.
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HAHA!i'm sure many of you thought the conservation on the tagboard was for real. haha! too bad it's just a hoax :D
cause obviously
mr daniel palit and
mr lim chang hui thought it was fun. so we decided to play along with it. it was so much fun! haha!
and i can't believe i'm gonna do the introduction for the filipino visitors we're expecting tomorrow on stage.
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YES!
FEDERICO MACHEDA SCORES THE WINNER AT OLD TRAFFORD AGAINST ASTON VILLA ON 90+3 MINUTES!
such a
VITAL goal. it gave manchester united all 3 points and ended their two straight league defeat with a 3-2 victory.
and
WHAT A GOAL by federico macheda.
credits to
CRISTIANO RONALDO too for scoring a brace!
commentary on manchester united's match tracker on Macheda's goal.
90'+3 → Goal: Federico Macheda. Oh my, oh my, oh my! Macheda collects the ball, turns on the edge of the box before curling the ball into the corner. 3-2 Wow, wow, wow!
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mugging.
gonna mug like mad today. haha! actually i been mugging for the whole morning. D:
haha! clearing loads of homework. :D
but it's not all bad today. :D
THREE months passed. :D
haha!
i'll remember
JANUARY 4. :D
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complicated.
it's just today. and only 18 hours has passed, and i'm already experiencing so much.
it's been a rather emotional day. from happiness to feeling pissed, guilt and sorrow. sometimes i tell myself that i'm not made to cope with all these. so it's okay for me to feel so
small among all these problems posed. but sometimes i despise myself for not being able to cope with all these.
it's not a lot, it's definitely manageable. the problem is how. there are days which everything goes your way, and days which make you feel the whole world's against you. but it's picking yourself up from each setback which allows you to learn and grow.
i'm gonna pick myself up. it's been quite traumatic. somehow i'm reminded of something which i had forgotten for years and rather it be left that way. the anguish suffered. it just completely drowns my spirits.
and somehow after typing all these out, it doesn't seem to help. i need someone to talk to. anyone will do. i need to get the burden off me. it's too much, way too much.
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