love while you can, before it's too late for regrets.: March 2009
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Connections

6 care 05'

alvin| james| jasmin| joshua| jun gang| xin ying| zhi jun| zubaidah| 6 care 05'

1 faith 06'

brandon| cheryl| giang hwee| hendra| li huan| pei ling| shi jie| shi yun|
shu qing

2 endurance 07'

daniel| darren chew| si jia| vanessa

2 zai!

annabelle| christopher| jasper| joshua| qi quan| 2 zai 08'

4 integrity 09'

clara| geraldine

phs schoolmates

chu yi| crystal| dao han| eldric| filbert| hui shan| janice| jason| jeffrey|
jian qiang| marcus| ming zhe| xiao feng

phs seniors

suhail

schwarz star fc

chun hou

organisations

football republic| journey south|
schwarz star fc

Wishlist

visit europe ;D
tour at old trafford
watch a manchester united match live
get into singapore or ngee ann poly
lg arena :D
at least 5 goals for schwarz star fc

Distruction

August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009

Credits

Designed by: hawKS
Pictures from: ~nandolucas
Codings: Ebullient*


Thursday, March 26, 2009


gifts.

the day of gifts. ;D haha! been receiving stuff from teachers. got a $5 burger king voucher for topping principles of accounts in 4i. haha! then got a box of chocolate from ms chee for helping out with humanities day. ;D

the 5 periods before recess were all humanities again. double social studies and triple principles of accounts. insane.

and had double maths and double cf. which happens to all take place in mrs lai's homeroom. haha! so did maths for 2 periods. with bridget pissing me off during the whole duration. and it continued throughout cf.

mrs lai was mentioning about my ahava achievement when we were writing a resume. she was use me as an example, and didn't help that mrs chong continued it when she came in. there was a moment where both of them were talking about me to me at the same time. haha!

had a good time after school. haha! and i never knew that i'm a slave of chu. lol. haha! just kidding :D



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Tuesday, March 24, 2009


tired.

it's been like that recently. still very tired from waking up super early and spending long hours in school during the holidays.

didn't help that i had (and will have) humanities day every tuesday. why? cause the period before recess are 2 periods of elective geography, 2 periods of principles of accounts and 1 period of social studies which gets rather boring by the fourth period. haha!

well, i'm still flooded with holiday homework. which i'm going to clear slowly. cause rushing things would make me mess everything up. i know myself well enough.

so off to dinner i go, and homework to follow after that. D:



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Saturday, March 21, 2009


wonderful day.

today was the CSC Young Entrepreneur Competition that Ahava has been preparing for in recent weeks and the competition went very smoothly! ;D

we were awarded with the most creative business idea award for our tissue pouches (thanks ms eugenia lim :D) and the overall champions in the competition with the most profit! :D

haha! at least all the hard work paid off! thanks to all those who made it down to the place to support us and those who helped us in the preparation! :D

super happy now! haha! but very tired. so need to get my precious rest soon. haha! i'm aching all over and i have a sore throat from trying to shout louder than the other 54 schools. haha!



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Thursday, March 19, 2009


this has got to be the most hectic week ever.

i'm so tired from going back to school everyday. and it's not helping that i'm feeling kinda feverish.

and i haven't even started on any homework! D: that's as good as courting my own doom.

tomorrow shall be a long day. long long day. just hope i'll make it through the tough day.

and yes chu, i'm touched. so so touched. *pushes hand off shoulder* haha! lame i know. :D



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Wednesday, March 18, 2009


today was brilliant.

finally a day at home without having to step into PHS!

went to ica building cause my passport expired. and the person said i need to make a new one. can't renew anymore. so went to fill up the form and stuff.

then went to army market to walk around since i was in the area. spotted a nice red nalgene. haha! so i bought it. haha! the feeling of spending money is wonderful :D

trained to bishan. went to popular to buy correction tape refills. end up they ran out of the one i always used. so went to take away lunch and trained to amk.

walked to amk's popular. and luckily they were just about to restock. so i got the refill i wanted. then went home after that. and just relaxed the whole afternoon.

this is the HOLIDAY that i should be having.

tomorrow need go back to school for ahava. competition is this saturday. so got to finish up the products. haha! back to life as a conveyor belt D:



Escaped {20:30}

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i'm certain i should have been asleep like 3 and a half hour ago?!

just can't get to sleep. so well, gonna just type crap and get so bored that i'll sleep.

watched a bit of tv. watch the show "Survive This" on discovery channel. it's like so cool lah! they feature this real scenario where a family drove through a sea of flame when escaping from the forest fire that's engulfing the whole neighbourhood in two cars.

it's super super exciting. it's as if it's a scene right out of a drama. except this time round it's real-life.

now i shall force myself to bed. by any means, i'm gonna be asleep by 2am cause i wanna wake up at 8am to go jogging ;D



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Tuesday, March 17, 2009


i'm a conveyor belt.

been in sch tdy doing ahava stuff. is like i'm doing the same things over and over again for more than a few hundred times.

is like cut the design out, then cut the magnet, put double-sided tape on the magnet, then stick the magnet on the cut-out design. like conveyor belt like that. quite retarded.

and chu and i are at it again now. haha! we talking crap via msn as usual. haha! somehow we never get sick of doing this. idk why. haha!



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Monday, March 16, 2009


I LOVE CORNTOS! :D



it's simply the best snack on Earth! haha! i know it's random, but who cares?!

CORNTOS!CORNTOS!CORNTOS!CORNTOS!CORNTOS!CORNTOS!CORNTOS!CORNTOS!
CORNTOS!CORNTOS!CORNTOS!CORNTOS!CORNTOS!CORNTOS!CORNTOS!CORNTOS!


(just kinda bored. so decided to post something random :D)



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Saturday, March 14, 2009


life ain't controlled by a remote.

some things in life is just out of your control. it's amazing to know that some things you do doesn't affect the eventual outcome.

giving it all you got during a match. running all over to win back balls after balls, only to see possession lost again. going in hard on every challenge, only to come out bruised.

doing things with all your heart and the work's not appreciated. going the extra mile to do something for someone just to receive a cold response.

sometimes i just want to laze around all day and do nothing. just purely relax and see life in a new way. hopefully, i'll experience that day soon.

and you are very special to me.



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Friday, March 13, 2009


there's some things in life that you can't help but hold a biased view to.

don't ask me what. it's basically for you to find out. haha!

today was crazy. tons of headaches. and one was so serious till my sight was blurred out. luckily i realised it fast enough. or else i would definitely have fainted.

stressed week i guess. with f&n coursework. feel so so tired. even walking takes a toll on me nowadays. i'm so glad the holidays are here. finally can rest slightly.

gonna do a bit of running this holiday. been rather unfit recently cause i haven't had training and matches for a long time due to the rain.

and i want to go to the it fair! haha! wanna go look at the newest stuff available in the market. i'm bound to be surprised by some products. ;D

and chu, you are such a funny girl. haha! well, it's entertaining to talk to you. :D

and there's slightly more than half a year to go.



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Monday, March 9, 2009


Time After Time by Journey South

Lying in my bed I hear
The clock tick and I think of you
Caught up in circles
Confusion is nothing new

Flash back to warm nights
And those left behind
Suitcase and memories
Time after time

Sometimes, you picture me
I’m walking to far a head
You calling to me, and I can't hear
Just what you've said
And you say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you’re lost and you look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
Time after time


After my picture fades, darkness has turned to grey,
Watching through windows, you’re wondering if I’m okay,
Secrets for so long,
From deep inside,

The drum beats out of time,

If you’re lost and you look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time



Escaped {21:45}

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i'm soooo glad i got my shirt for dining etiquette :D

haha! after spending like 5 hours shopping for clothes. and i'm in love with that shirt. haha!

today is so cooling as well. the rain is super nice today. haha! great for sleeping.

and people, please stop the rumour. cause it's SOOO not true! especially you, mr daniel palit D:

gonna fret over pants and shoes. hope i get them settled by thurs. HOPEFULLY.

and mrs lai is as funny as usual.

cause just now i was going back into the library for duty. then she walking out of general office. then we had a conversation.

mrs lai: what you staying back in school until now for?
me: doing library duty.
mrs lai: you must be kidding! i saw you reading papers okay!
me: i was doing newspaper cuttings!
mrs lai: don't bluff lah okay.
me: seriously!
mrs lai: don't kid.
me: i'm serious!
mrs lai: yah yah.
me: serious!
mrs lai: okay okay, i believe you.

haha! she super funny lah. like as if by lying to her i will gain benefits like that. haha!



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Saturday, March 7, 2009


I'm doing this cause i'm plain bored.

The rules :
1. Put your music player on all your music, then shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.
NO CHEATING!
4. with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 4 people.

1. How are you feeling today?
Song : All At Once by The Fray
That's a very complicated feeling. ;D

2. Will you get far in life?
Song : End Of The World by Journey South
I suppose it means I'll get very far?

3. How do your friends see you?
Song : In Your Eyes - Journey South
I thought they were suppose to use their eyes?

4. Will you get married?
Song : All That I've Got by The Used
HUH?! what does that mean?

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
Song : The Circle by Journey South
Okay...

6. What is the story of your life?
Song: Understand by The Sheer
I must have been very understanding. LOL.

7. What was high school like?
Song : Oceans Away by The Fray
I don't know what to say about this.

8. How can you get ahead in life?
Song : If We Hold On Together by Diana Ross
SURE! I'll find someone/something to hold on to.

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
Song : What A Difference A Day Made by Jamie Cullum
Yeah, they make the difference! :D

10. What is in store for this weekend?
Song : When You Look Me In The Eyes by Jonas Brothers
It'll surely be a freaky weekend looking people in their eyes.

11. To describe your grandparents?
Song : To Make You Feel My Love by Garth Brooks
Yup. I feel it. ;D

12. How is your life going?
Song : Happy Endings by The All-American Rejects
Very true indeed.

13. What song will they play at your funeral?
Song : In This Life by Ronan Keating
Brilliant idea! It's one of my favourite song!

14. How does the world see you?
Song : Hello by David Cook
HELLO TO THE WORLD! LOLS!

15. Will you have a happy life?
Song : Always by Bon Jovi
HAHA! I'm gonna be happy always! :D

16. What do your friends really think of you?
Song : I'll Never Break Your Heart by Backstreet Boys
See. I'm nice! :D (can't believe i just typed that)

17. Do people secretly lust after you?
Song : Angel by Sarah McLachlan
WOW.

18. How can I make myself happy?
Song : Finally by Fergie
Finally?! I don't know what it means.

19. What should you do with your life?
Song : Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne
HEY! It matches the answer from question 8! :D

20. Will you ever have children?
Song : Obvious by Westlife
LOL! How spot-on can i get??

21. What song would you strip to?
Song : Nine In The Afternoon by Panic At The Disco
So i'm suppose to strip to this song? and at 9pm?

22. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?
Song : When I'm With You by Westlife
LOL! I will want to get away as quickly as possible.

23. What does your mum think of you?
Song : 1973 by James Blunt
Wait a minute, I'm born in 1993. NOT 1973.

24. What is your deep dark secret?
Song : When You Love Someone by Bryan Adams
Well, i shall not say anything. :D

25. What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Song : Faking My Own Suicide by Relient K
Looks like my mortal enemy is desperate for sympathy. Hmm.

26. What's your personality like?
Song : Innocence by Avril Lavigne
LOL NO WAY! I'm DEFINITELY not innocent.

27. Which song will be played at your wedding?
Song : Lonely Nights by Journey South
HAHA! It shall be the last lonely night I spent on my own.

Now I have to tag four people:
1) Giang Hwee
2) Pei Ling
3) Chu Yi
4) Janice

and anyone who is interested to do this. ;D



Escaped {17:35}

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joy.

it comes from the simplest of things in life.

just a few minutes could bring you joy more than money or anything else can provide.

it just whether you are willing to make the effort to find it.



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Friday, March 6, 2009


Lonely Nights by Journey South

All alone in the dark there’s a light
It’s a picture of you by my side
Perfect colours so vivid and bright fade to grey
All I want to do is to wake up next to you
Make me feel wanted like you used to do
Now you’re gone I’ll sleep on your side
On these cold lonely nights
It will be tonight

I don’t want to run I want to stay here to fight
I don’t want to live without you in my life
I don’t want to give up you by my side on these long lonely nights
On these long lonely nights


Oh oh

You know the first time we met was unplanned
Wasn’t looking for love until you touched my hand
Everything changed as we kissed on the sand
On those warm summer nights
It will be tonight

I don’t want to run I want to stay here to fight
I don’t want to live without you in my life
I don’t want to give up you by my side on these long lonely nights
On these long lonely nights

Why I weep all alone when we could be together
I know you still love me we could last forever

I don’t want to run I want to stay here to fight
I don’t want to live without you in my life
I don’t want to give up you by my side on these long lonely nights
On these long lonely nights

I don’t want to run I want to stay here to fight
I don’t want to live without you in my life
I don’t want to give up you by my side on these long lonely nights
On these long lonely nights



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Wednesday, March 4, 2009


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Escaped {20:51}

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you.

you make the difference in me.
that seemingly tiny gap in me that needs to be filled.
and only you can fill it.

you make my day.
i will give it all i got just for you.
that's how much you mean to me.

you give a meaning to my life.
only you can make me wake up every morning.
and know that it is going to be a great day.
cause i know you will be part of it.

that's how much i need you.
and how much you mean to me.
i can't imagine the day without you.
but i have to learn to give up.



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Tuesday, March 3, 2009


changes.

been nearly THREE weeks since i last blogged. been very busy with many stuff like common test, f&n o level coursework, ahava and also my grandfather's funeral. so it's been quite a busy period.

and i'm finally been much happier. haha! been laughing like crazy during lessons. haha! i like lennon's super funny joke. haha! super random lah! and oh, by the way, i changed my blogskin! which is like super obvious?!

but there's something that's bothering me. i don't know why we've been drifting apart more and more recently. and when i do see you, we seem to not know each other at all. i'm just hoping for that usual response i get from you.

maybe it's the schedule that's keeping both of us busy. but i seriously hope we can get things back to normal. i'll be waiting for that day. with hope.



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