Wednesday, February 11, 2009
reassurance.
wow. i wonder how many days i haven't blogged.
today i'm totally random.
especially on my way home. i love the scenery on the mrt back to amk. somehow it seems exceptionally beautiful today. maybe it's because the rain stopped a while ago?
was observing the surroundings on the walk back home from the mrt. somehow everything seems so alien. it's as if i never seen it before.
told you i was random. i'm basically not myself today. i'm viewing things in different perspectives from usual.
and the usual thoughts which troubles me appears once again.
and thanks chu for the reassurance. it was just what i needed. wonder how much longer i would have suffered had it not been for her. and the usual joke was used once again. haha! it's quite funny come to think of it. haha!
been super hardworking recently. mugging away like crazy. am doing geog notes now, but somehow i'm losing focus. awww!
shall force myself to get back on track.
Escaped
{21:37}
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dissapointing.
well, we drew 3-3 with north vista sec sch today. not too impressive, considering we were a goal behind, then went two goals up to make it 3-1 and lost the lead. and their goalkeeper somehow kept my goalbound header out! D: he just touch it with the tip of his fingers to push it against the crossbar and out. argh!
it's been a while since it happened. somehow i can't get it out of me. my mind and my heart just seems to contradict the thoughts of each other. sometimes i wonder, is it really over or i still can't let it go.
and health check on friday was funny. cause i forgot my specs and then need to do eyesight test. and i told the nurse i didn't bring my specs. then she say monday come again, and i was like anything. then she ask me to do the test. then when the test ended, she said that my eyesight was quite perfect. then i was saying, i never said that i was severely myopic. haha! i'm only slightly myopic and i can do very well without my specs.
it was great ystd too, went to shop at queensway for soccer equipments. spent $150 on the items. new nike shoebag, nike soccer socks and nike t90 laser 2 boots. haha!
and the boots were great. i managed to do a volley from 30 yards out during training and it went into goal beautifully! haha!
and chu, i don't know what with the secrecy, but i guess i'll wait till tomorrow to find out. haha! ;D
gonna get a good rest cause it's a packed week ahead. got training tomorrow and we're playing christ church sec on wednesday.
Escaped
{21:15}
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