Wednesday, January 14, 2009
emotional.(again)
been doing weird stuff lately. i been walking around the school aimlessly after school. i don't know what i want to do or where i want to go.
maybe it's that feeling deep down there that hopes to bump into you. or maybe not.
been very careless. lost my chemistry textbook a few days ago. been losing focus during subjects that i can't comprehend, which happens to be chemistry.(again) or maybe mr toh talks in a manner which makes me drowsy.
not been talking a lot lately with people i ain't close to. and the person i'm hoping to meet seems to be always not in sight. or even just passes by me without me realising.
i don't know man. i thought i managed to let it go. but it seems that the more i want to let it go, the more i cling on to it.
i don't want it to affect me, or you. i'm going against the advices i get. i'm gonna hold on to it. it's not a wise choice. but it's better than disrupting your studies.
maybe that's where you belong, in my head. it just goes to show how much you mean to me. a smile i spot on you or just a simple "hello" can make my day. as i said before, you control my life.
and i'll never forget you. no matter how long has passed. you'll always be a part of my memory.
It's amazing how one person can make my heart skip a beat.
Escaped
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